NINETEEN

Nineteen..
It was the time when mommy let me to use red lips
I can drove a car and went to everywhere
I can bought many high heels or make up tools
I can wore short and long dress
I can stand all night long in the party
And so exactly, I can do anything what i want
That was my world, my teen, my only..

I thought that I was on the top of the world
And yes, I was living so free
Acting stupid for fun
All I needed was happiness
I'm willing to try many things
Falling love and kisses someone
Dating to the beach with other guy
And yeah, the world feels like so easy to do

But the time run so fast
My teenage has gone
Leave all the daydream
Wake me up to the reality
Force me to Face up the maturity
Ah, This is a place where the world is not about myself again
I'm struggling in pain
Tears are my bestfriend
Spirit is all of mine
But yeah, i can still remember what i was in nineteen